Why is it that I never have enough time in my life to do the important things. Sure I study for my certifications and my tests for school so that I can better my life and in turn better my families life, but at what cost? Also, I am a video game addict and I cant get enough of them. I spend a ton of my time in front of my computer, reading up on completely unrelated crap that has nothing to do with my studies because I have a curiosity about the music artist Kaskade, or Imogen Heap, or the video game Terraria, or how to setup a FreeNAS box, or listen to other people about why they run a blog, and worry about putting too much information up on my Facebook site because of someone profiling me and my family. There’s all kinds of things in the world I would love to be apart of, like the lives of my distant friends around the tiny planet we call Earth, or as it’s known throughout other clans as Terra or Gaia. I’d love to go to more concerts featuring awesome Techno groups like Daft Punk, or Deadmau5, or see a good rock band like Phoenix.
I want to go see the world with my kids. I want to have fun at Disney Land with them one weekend now that we live in AZ. I want to build memories with my family but I’m too infatuated with what’s going on in my mind at the moment. I know I have some sort of ADD because I can’t seem to focus on any one thing for too long before something else trumps my interest and then I’m off on that tangent!!! It doesn’t interfere with my civic or personal responsibilities in life, but it sure does get me down some times when I take so long to research a solution to my problems that that in itself becomes a problem I need to resolve.
It’s now 1am, and I’m rambling on about nothing and everything. Why isn’t there more time in the day to get the stuff done that I want to do. I guess its because I’m busy helping everyone else out with their questions and problems that any time I do get it’s for my entertainment only and not always for my benefit. What to do, what to do. I guess I live with it for now.
It’s bed time, good night all!